[Janurary 28, 2010] my journal

It's deep dawn. I smoked one of cigarrets.
I'm so sad because the time is going too fast and it's almost the last part of January..
What was I doing? Since I came back to my home town, I've wasted a lot of time to rest.
My two main subjects, programming and studying English, have been blocked.

Maybe, it's my life style to regret something always..
Our time is limited, but my resolutions and my works appear every time.
That would be why I become always sad.

I'm afraid of my future..
Something talks to me it's going to be fine, but sometimes it's going to be just my imaginations..
Here in my country, going abroad other countries to work is not simple.
Sometimes, I agreed what I should work in Korea. Maybe.. Many times I did..
To go to the United State for working? It's really one of the ridingculas imaginations..


Although I have these ideas, I still dream..
It's about future, girl's issues, my honourable states or money.
On my hands, there is nothing to have.
I don't have these things, but I still dream.
Because I don't have anything, I still dream.
It would be the reason why I'm here, why I study and why I try...





- ps.
This blog is for my English abilities, and I'm not good at communicating in English. If you see grammatic, syntax or logical errors, or if you can't understand clearly, PLEASE COMMENT ON IT. Your comments definitely help me, and I really appreciate this. :)

- Written by Gordon